Wednesday, January 4, 2012

restrospective, sad, wednesday chune

This is one of my favorite songs of all time, actually maybe even albums. I always forget about it, and then somehow it reappears in my mind. I think I bought the CD from Megatunes about 5 times and for some reason would always lose it. This was also the very last show I saw at the Warehouse in what would have been like '06 or '07. Life has a funny way of going full circle, sitting in the old WH space listening to this. I remember that night so well; I was in full self-destruction, mental breakdown mode and did a lot of stuff I shouldn't have. I feel depressed today, like more down than I have in a while. The holidays are always kind of a shitty time. I don't know why. I find them stressful and get flooded with terrible memories and crappy feelings. This year, I just bottled it all up, had a great time and now I think it's all kind of hitting me at once, but I'm just going to listen to this and go to bed early. Seems like there's a better chance of tomorrow being better, if I don't do things I shouldn't.

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